About September 11, 1994
Day of the Week: Sunday
How Long Ago? 25 years, 7 months and 2 days
Leap Year: No
Generation Millennial
Chinese Zodiac: Dog
This was the date of my first nervous break down Satins first attack on me exactly seven years later the September 11 disaster occurred. I now believe my personal attack by Satin was because of a revelation I had in earlier in the year of 1994 seven months prior to September 11, 1994, The revelation I had went like this. I just attained my CNE designation from Novell corporation because of this designation at this time meant my career in the information technology was at a high. I was admiring the Windows operating system from Microsoft and envisioning the future potential of the PC things like online banking, tele-commuting, CAD, just in time inventory management, online stock trading, etc etc… and then the revelation I thought these PCs would be a tool of the beast and Bill Gates was the Antichrist. I then thought that the thought was ridiculous the apocalypse was not going to happen because mankind was to smart and we learned our lessons from world war 1 and world war 2 our fathers put up all these new regulations that would protect ourselves from ourselves and this would prevent us from making the same mistakes our forefathers made thus preventing any more world wars. We all read the book 1984 and would not let evil happen. Boy was I wrong as soon as our immediate forefathers retired and died off the baby-boomers took over they immediately went to work and trashed all the safety regulations that were put in to place to protect ourselves from ourselves. This unleashed Satin. My revelation is what caused Satin to target me and he caused my many many bouts of extreme major clinical depressions. I have been hospitalized at least seven times because of these breakdowns. I bought in to the doctors explanations of the episodes being caused by a chemical imbalance however overtime I changed my conclusions that these episodes were not from chemical imbalances but were from demonic spiritual attacks.
Day of the Week: Sunday
How Long Ago? 25 years, 7 months and 2 days
Leap Year: No
Generation Millennial
Chinese Zodiac: Dog
This was the date of my first nervous break down Satins first attack on me exactly seven years later the September 11 disaster occurred. I now believe my personal attack by Satin was because of a revelation I had in earlier in the year of 1994 seven months prior to September 11, 1994, The revelation I had went like this. I just attained my CNE designation from Novell corporation because of this designation at this time meant my career in the information technology was at a high. I was admiring the Windows operating system from Microsoft and envisioning the future potential of the PC things like online banking, tele-commuting, CAD, just in time inventory management, online stock trading, etc etc… and then the revelation I thought these PCs would be a tool of the beast and Bill Gates was the Antichrist. I then thought that the thought was ridiculous the apocalypse was not going to happen because mankind was to smart and we learned our lessons from world war 1 and world war 2 our fathers put up all these new regulations that would protect ourselves from ourselves and this would prevent us from making the same mistakes our forefathers made thus preventing any more world wars. We all read the book 1984 and would not let evil happen. Boy was I wrong as soon as our immediate forefathers retired and died off the baby-boomers took over they immediately went to work and trashed all the safety regulations that were put in to place to protect ourselves from ourselves. This unleashed Satin. My revelation is what caused Satin to target me and he caused my many many bouts of extreme major clinical depressions. I have been hospitalized at least seven times because of these breakdowns. I bought in to the doctors explanations of the episodes being caused by a chemical imbalance however overtime I changed my conclusions that these episodes were not from chemical imbalances but were from demonic spiritual attacks.
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